To My Mom

Rolling, stumbling, falling and going down under...
It cuts me in two, the way a tree burns down with a rainy lightning and thunder.

Leaving every thing behind I know I will still reach the shore...
I don't want to look back I don't feel as if I know them anymore.

Through the storms and the wild winds I have survived....
And now I need to find the meaning which can be derived.

They say that there's a silver lining to every dark cloud....
I know I will find mine and hold my head up high and proud.

I am almost there I can see it in front of me...
I know I will see the light after this tunnel however far it may be.

Till then I just need you to be with me by my side...
To support me and be my guiding light.

I don't know why I am writing this. I don't even know if it makes any sense or not. Whether to make any sense out of it is completely up to you.

They say they are right and I am the one with a life full of mistakes,
They don't have a right to play with my life and they know not what's at stake.

They know not how it feels when every word spoken leaves a scar on your soul,
How would they know when they haven't ever peeped outside their own shit hole.

There was a time when I had lost against their will,
I was falling apart from my own goals and principles;
But I had a faith in them still,
Knowing not they were the true obstacles.

But now is the time to break free from all the chains,
Now try me and you will know all your curses are vain.

Now there is no stopping to me,
I will leave not a stone unturned.
They know not what goes on inside of me,
They know know not how much my soul has burned.

Silence

She looked at his face and his hands unmoved,
She had lost is what it proved.

She tried to look around to find a meaning to all of this,
But all she could find was peace.

The room was full of people but not a word was spoken,
She looked at him again hoping that she had mistaken.

Finally she gave up and cried salty tears,
She could no more bear the silence and the fears.